Hey blog.
im back from my exams
miss me?
haha! but then blog,
i feel so lost.
after like one whole year of waiting
im lost
For all these months
ive been waiting
waiting in fear
waiting in unrest
ive been feeling so scared
scared tat i’ll be doing this in vain
*shaking n shivering
not everyone can really know the feeling of being retained
being outcast, being lonely, being depressed, being sianz
its really very very hard for one to survive in that year happily n relax for all he/she can
though i may sound too exegerating, but its the truth
go ask any retainees around n you’ll hear the same answers
its not that easy or that little difficult as you may think
it really require lots of patience n determination
i cannot recall how many times i feel like giving up
its hard for me
i admit that im weak
its silly to know tht i cant even pass thru this small little test in life
im pampered since young
my life is so smooth sailing n in terms of studies, ive aces my exams n got into the classes n combinations that i want without having to put in lots of efforts
succes is like li suo dang ran to me
just with a lift of my finger, i can get it
so when i received the news that i have been retained
can you guess how i feel?
well, i feel numbed
really
life is full of ups n downs
but anyway
ive cleared this pathway
this one year of i-dunno-how-to-describe life
dont try to put yourself in any of our shoes. its stinko
haha!
its not anything or any feeling that you can think or imagine
so please do not say that you understand
in fact, you do understand
but its only the tip of the iceberg
but then this isnt the ending, in fact its the beginning
it does leave a great impact in my life
it will carry on haunting me for every single moment till im dead
no matter what happens, i will carry on
Success Through Perserverence
my primary school’s motto
i once thought that it should be easy to go thru this one year
‘come on, its only one year’ i told myself
haha.
it never cross my mind that its not only that one year
there’s plenty more
i dunno how to describe those emotions and stuffs
i just know one thing
its a heartbreaking trip
hmm..
well, now ive been thru my promos
though i dont have much confidence in myself cus i just screw up my last paper
i will have a little glimsp of hope
Faith CHARITY Hope
that’s my secondary school’s motto
please dont pronounce it that way
its pronounced as faith hope n charity
haha~!!
the harddays are over
ive pushed it aside
there’s no more illusion
have you realise?
there’s no hesistations
im running alone
the last chain is broken
NOW IM ON MY OWN~!!
*bye friends
eh. i watched the tim burton’s corpse bride
i like the story, the music, the graphics n the verse that the guy keeps on repeating
its like touching cus of the sacrifices, i like the fairytale ending
but then tooo bad the guys duno hw to appreciate them n Eugan’s sleeping next to me
hmm..
they are the ones who still agreed to watch this larz.
guys are so troublesome
so hard to please
keep on repeating that they wasted their 7.50
argh..
arent they more po po ma ma than us gers?
haha!!
dont care them le.
immature lot of people
i really can sense, no, SEE the age gap between girls n guys
when willl they grow up?
haha.
doesnt matter
tomorow i’ll have a girls outing
we’ll be having lots of fun shopping n acting chio
wahahaha!!
mopeng chiobu go watch basketball liao
I WANT MY SLAM DUNK~!!
haha!!
ive bought it just now.
im now thrilling over it
so im in high moods~!
Hee!
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