I seriously dislike exams
i tend to lose
fun times
insanely crazy times
boring n nth to do times
my actions
and
my mind
i seriously think that my mind is quite occupied with those necessary concepts
i am having short term memories which is so NOT me
i cant even remember the last time i saw mao n yuebing (she still got to remind me omg)
i have unpredictable emotions that i am trying so hard to control
im missing things and people out of sudden and im fighting hard not to think
but good news is, the latest time i go to bed = 2am
earliest time i wake up : 8am
im finally having a normal person’s sleeping routine
so i went out cycling today!
hoping to have a good day’s rest before i start with my papers in 3 weeks time
i was looking at the canal, then i banged into a lamp post
i saw it, i twisted my handle, but i just banged right into it
yeah thats exactly my style
what happened?
i banged, glad that i didnt fly out
i landed my foot, i lost my balance,
i fell right on my butt and my bb flew out of my pocket
great.
but luckily my bb’s not scratched AGAIN
cont cycling till it rained damn heavily -__-"
mood spoiler
then went cycling back to the rental station in the drizzle after 40mins of waiting in the shelter
then i came home and i recalled tat my water heater’s been spoilt for the past few days
but i don wanna bath in cold water after the rain
so i happily go boil some water using the kettle
(yes in the old tradition way n still being used now when i go back to msia)
while i was pouring the water, my mum asked me
"why u don wan to go bath in my room"
me "ur heater ok liao meh" ( i remember it was spoilt for some years)
mama "just now meimei bath ok leh"
me " !@#$%^"
wow.
looks like i did another stupid thing ONCE AGAIN
i am feeling that im doing more stupid things these days
more senseless
the more i study, the more common sense i lose
is that a opportunity cost?
exams exams go away
one day i’ll miss u all over again
u know how fan jian i am =)
you are everything i’m holding on to, and thats everything i don wanna let go
-tata-