I suddenly have a craving for strawberry shortcake now
yum yum
why is my tummy growling? i just had beef noodles at 2 plus just now
maybe i worked too hard today thats why my stomach is growling?
haha!
its going to be six o’clock v soon le
so happy!
yeah yeah yeah!
i miss guigui =)
i walked from china to outram today to collect phone for patty then walked back to get back to work
hmm pass by a hair salon, saw it was quite nice n the ppl there seems nice
so i walked in n asked bout rebonding stuffs
the woman says my hair’s so brittle, said it have been bleach n permed
but then i told her its naturally v fine in texture, she don believe it then she took a strand n test it
she says it nto brittle, v healthy n it bounces
haha!
so i thought since she said its health, but it looks brittle, so whts the point
kinda sad, but at least i know its ok for me to go do rebonding
hee anybody wants to do it with me ma
u know that sitting thr for 4 hours (maybe 6) will be v boring?
hmm yeah yeah
talked n chatted with mao bout backstabbing today
wonder whats the meaning of it
how do people define backstabbing?
my personal view is that people always talk bad about ppl, its normal to do so.
but then how do u calssify backstab?
is it adding various kind of crimes n setting up plots which do not exist at all?
or is it that saying out all the secrets and all the stupid stuffs u have heard of (something like betrayal?)
i wouldnt know
seem to be a little sad when ppl "backstab" me
suddenly, i feel that long time friend becomes a stranger
it seems that e fren isnt a fren anymore
maybe its just a opera? a movie? just companionship?
lets not hope so, cus i do cherish the fren
=D
things will go on fine i hope
i don wan my life to be in a puddle of mess n dirt n mud n everything yucks
i wan it to be filled with lots of candies, tangguos, sweets. colours, nice cutie pies n guigui
haha!!
its only a dream
i wonder if any of my fren actually thought of suicide before, but just dont have the guts to do so
well, i definitely dont have the guts to suicide, although i may wan to do it v much
i cant bear to leave my family frens n guigui behind
love them too much, but loving is also a kind of torture
but still, we cant control anything bout emotions n feeling right?
true love, between family n frens
i wan true love
i don wan betrayal, i don wan unhappiness, i don wan disappointments, i only wan true pure loving love
is it that difficult?
=(
i think im getting more pessimistic day by day
i think im getting more emotional n more cry baby hour by hour
oh my i need to change
i don wan to be so fragile anymore
i wan to be strong, i wan to be the wan jun who used to be =)
wan jun jia you!!!